So tomorrow morning I have a job interview at a medical office fairly close to my house. This barely phases me anymore. I've been on several interviews, and I know I interview really well, but nothing has (obviously) come of it. I desperately need to find a decent paying job like yesterday. It's severely diminishing any sort of optimism I've had regarding the goals I want to achieve this year. It's very frustrating.
Tomorrow afternoon, I finally get to leave here, and be gone for 10 days! I'm going to Maryland to spend quality time with my man, and it's going to be the longest amount of time we've spent together as of yet. I'm very excited, but I would be lying if I said I wasn't a little nervous too. Life is so great when we're together, it's like everything else in the world disappears. We're content doing nothing, and really enjoy these trips. I just can't wait for the day when we live together. Sigh.
Next weekend we're going to Monster Mania. We met at Monster Mania in September, so I'm very jazzed to be going to this one with him. I've been getting really excited lately, as we've been talking about and planning which conventions we'd like to go to this year. It's pretty exciting for me, and us as a couple. This MM will be my second time vending as Knit Terrors, but this time it'll just be with my artist friend, Jes. Since I've started going to cons, I've helped Kristy at the Fright Rags table, but it's different being able to sell my own stuff and have people interested in talking to me about what I'm doing and my products. I just hope we do well at this, I hope we're both successful. Next weekend also serves as a mini vacation for me and Chad, and I'm looking forward to being able to spend some real alone time together as well as getting to hang around with his friends. This little getaway is definitely something we both need.
I've been feeling pretty bummy lately, and haven't had much ambition, or much reason to do anything but watch tv all day. Partly depression, partly frustration as well as a result of no income. The other day, Chad came up with a creative endeavor for us to pursue, and I'm really excited for it. I truly feel like we're each other's missing piece of the puzzle. It also gives me the opportunity to do a bit of designing again, which is neat. I can't wait to start really brainstorming and getting to do this with him. I love sharing the same goal.
Life has been pretty uneventful lately, so these are the little things I have to look forward to. Right now, I think they're just what I need.
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