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I feel so out of it today.

I just basically ended up spending the past 2 months with Chad.  I spent weeks down in Maryland, came back home, and a week after, Chad came up here and stayed for a month.  He left this morning, and I can't help but feel like there's a huge hole in my life.

We've been doing this now for almost nine months.  The distance is such a bitch, but we're so strong and continue to make it work.  We both had job interviews while he was up here.  Unfortunately, those are still up in the air at the moment.  The plan is that Chad will be up here again in a couple of weeks and he'll make contact with more places that weren't hiring before, but may be hiring in the coming weeks.  Either way, it's weird to be home in my bed, alone.  Leaving is so hard, and it hits both of us harder each time.

I tend to not really think about things until I am forced to.  I need to knit my ass off these next few weeks so I'll be prepared for Horrorfind and Monster Mania conventions in September.  I need to make some serious cash.

I don't know what else to say, except that I have felt weird and out of sorts all day.  I hate this feeling, and it needs to go away.